ramona joy | p o e t .a u t h o r. l o v e r

It is always in the tender moments of the night when I feel the closest to you. Just dwelling in your magnificence. I conjure up pure magic right in the palm of my hands and as it beams out I envision a life with you here, now. The beauty of it takes my breath away and I surrender to the power of your love in that moment. I take it all in to relish it later. I never want to let go of these tender moments. It is the tender moments that keep me strong. Those are moments that opens my heart and allow love to spill out into my world. I will create the best world for us to live joyously. I will create endless, incredible love. It will be nestled inside every atom that exists in our universe. You are so beautiful. Even when your reflection is tainted, you still bear adornment of your truth: perfection. Flaws matter none when I stare into your eyes, your love is prize enough for my allegiance to you. I treasure you in warm after noons when every one calls for my time. I carry you with me, right here inside of my heart. Your presence continues to strengthen within me and all around me and I embrace the changes you are bringing to me. So allow me to rest in you now, wrap me up in your light and love and hold me tightly. Allow me to revel in your oasis until morning, and then creation can commence on manifesting our perfect paradise. 

My love is with you, forever,

ʀɑɱoɴa ʝoʏ☼

I don't mean to be impatient but I have to express my impatience right now. It is that which I seek that has become out of my reach. Is it my meekness that keeps me confined? I'm finding myself so eager to spread love and to give love. How can I express this love and what am I to do when my human-ness craves to have another that is my own? I do not take shame in this, I take pride, but my loneliness draws me back into a sadness that I rather not embrace. I feel you here with me, and I long for the day when I can touch your human face. To love you and to miss you, and to feel the warmth of your skin softly caressing mine. I ask the universe that sustains me to send me patience. To fill my loneliness with love and bliss. To take these moments and transform them in to magical miracles that send me on a whirlwind of inspiration. May these words bring me closer to you. May my dreams be filled with your image, with silent moments of tenderness shared between us. I don't mean to be impatient, but I must express my impatience right now. I want you here with me. I want to laugh, I want to embrace, I want to enjoy you, everything that you are. I know that you're here with me always, but my longing never ceases. I see a spark of you in all and I fall so madly in love with that part of you in everyone. Is that the key to my loneliness? Oh, divine love, keep healing me. Keep infusing me with you powerful love so that I may be reunited with you once more. So I may have the pleasure of staring into your eyes and finding myself there. Whole, perfect and complete in your reflection. I know that this loneliness, this impatience, this longing is just a sign that I am not ready and I acknowledge that, but it doesn't change this love brewing right here inside of me, it doesn't stop my waiting for you. I will wait until the very last moment in time, because even a moment in your arms is worth it. I acknowledge you here with me now and I thank you. I am so grateful for your love and I will never let go of it. 

Always loving you,

ʀɑɱoɴa ʝoʏ☼